Crazy Beautiful Life!

Lately I haven't had time to write because of school and my ma had surgery today. She is okay though, thank God! Hopefully I'm gonna have some stuff up before the month is over.

Life is crazy but I'm still blessed.
~Alexandria <3

Dear Lost Boy (LYRICS)

Dear Lost Boy.

I’m running away tonight,
From all the noise and pain.
I can’t take anymore,
Nothing’s the same.
The street is calling my name.
The bright stars look so beautiful in the night sky.
I can’t stop thinking of the 2 years that went by.

Dear lost boy.
I’ve loved you so long
Dear lost boy.
You caused pain,
I’m stronger without you.
Dear lost boy.
You left me alone, a girl without a home.
I’ll make it fine on my own.

I trusted you to help me runaway
But now you’re running from yourself today.
Why do you try so hard?
I’ve seen how handsome you are.

You have this side that was sweet and kind.
Now you’re dead inside.
The devil in your soul has risen
There is no looking back.
The past isn’t really what we have.

Dear lost boy.
I’ve loved you so long,
Dear lost boy.
You caused me pain,
I’m stronger without you
Dear lost boy.
You left me alone, a girl without a home.
I’ll make it fine on my own.


While we move on
I start to save myself with a song.
Your guitar is always close at hand, while playing with your band.
I can hear you playing our song in my head.
Things did change.
They didn’t stay the same always, forever or today.
It’s okay, I hated that song anyway.

Dear lost boy.
I’ve loved you so long.
Dear lost boy.
You caused me pain,
I’m stronger without you.
Dear lost boy.
You left me alone, a girl without a home.
I’ll make it fine on my own.

My thoughts while working....

I want to be a singer so bad. But I'm so unsure of what I should write about. There are so many emotions,  from happiness, pride, but also fear. What if people hate what I have to say? What if I'm not good enough? Will people just write me off, even if I only need a little work?

I probably just need to stop thinking so much and do it.

~Alexandria